Wednesday, May 31, 2006

This is going to be a short post,
all im going to say is.

IM GONNA MISS FAITHY THE EMO KID.
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Im gonna miss telling her everything abt ___________________. HELL LOADS OF STUFF LA.

Take care alrights? (:

<33 truckloads. (:

P.s MY TAGS ARE BACK!!!!!!!!!!! XD

1:10 PM

On bended knees.
my dad is the most annoying and unreasonable man on Earth. I swear i feel like im talking to the wall whenever i talk to him. Oh well.

Dad: Everytime You NOT care about what I say.

Yep, If you guys notice, its a "dont" care and He thinks Hysterical is a profound word. My dad has the most fabulous english on Earth and even that is a understatement.

There's camp tmrw. Bless my soul cause i will be spending a day and night with some which are not really... _________. Go figure.

Im not making sense.

Your the one mistake i dont mind.

12:34 AM

Monday, May 29, 2006

Stay or Go.
You dropped it again,
when You turn disappointment into a choice.
yeah, You and Your fucked up words.
tear this heart further apart.
scavenge this heart till all thats left,
is nothing but memories of You that burn.

1:23 AM

I will swallow this bottle whole,
and maybe then i will learn how to quit You.

Btw,
D's parents and mine met in Queenstown,
We were like freaking out. Ha.
and i got my new baby. (:
its pretty plain i think.
BUT, i LOVE IT. XD
i will post a picture of it,
when im not too lazy(yes, its the same old reason, AGAIN. XD)

Im very lazy to blog liaoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
and the connection is very fucked up cause anytime,
it might cut off anytime cause im stealing my neighbour's unsecured connection.
Tee Hee. :D

Gbye blogger.

I cant take myany chances with You anymore.

12:50 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

pathetic.
when the stars refuse to shine,
even the best fall down sometimes.

i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent.
i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"

when the words you said,
slit deep.

7:48 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Every time you do that thing you do

Netball was alright. Raining, so it was fucking cold. Its kinda funny though. Shan't elaborate cause once again, Im lazy. :D

Dionne is complaing to me abt CG.( I wanted to put FG, but she forced me to put CG. Go Figure. XD) And once again, she is over reacting. XD I miss her, okay, she better not see this. (:

I wanted to blog smth and then i forgot again cause Dionne is telling her ah ma she loves her smell. omg, she's blabbering and im putting everything that comes in my mind down here.

Oh, i rmb alr, My hp might get confiscated, not like it makes any big difference to most of you but, yeah. just in case.

I shall stop here cause my eyes are -.- and my hands are numbed from cold. Stupid Aircon remote control spoil cannot change the freaking temperature. tsktsk.

Dionne is squealing on the phone now.-.- And she's trying to get a secret from me and she's complaing to her Ah ma. XD Omg, She's so retarded. :D:D:D:D:D

Im so random.

But when You hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between Your heart and mine.

12:04 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

yet another letter.

I've been posting rather short and random posts. I guess, there are periods where you're just bored and have lost interest in just blogging. And now, Im just lazy to type and everything when this is a freaking public blog that anyone could read.

In short,
to keep this blog alive:

-results are back, im quite okay with it. I improve in humans! XD
-fuck you. (no, not me, i dont wanna fuck you)
-netball which was okay.
-fuck you again
-and HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE. XD

Yes, Bestie , If you are reading this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAHAHA. okay, EARLY BIRTHDAY! (:

and Jan, i hope you're alright, your leg and everything. <3

-\I still recall the words you said to me
It's what you did not say that sets me free
Now how can I find peace of mind when you keep coming back again?
It's okay for you to play this game of seesaw with my head.

Now it hurts too much
And it hits too hard
And I won't play this part

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed Some time and space to breathe.

how this?
i hate you.

8:11 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

i swear,
you drive me crazy with your "dont knows" and "nothing".
you keep stuff like crazy to yourself.
You say it best,
When you say nothing at all.
Ha. ha.
--
i think the song Janice sent is really nice btw. (:
I love my ROMROM! XD

Each time we we're alone
I guess I didn't know
How far we were apart
Should have spoken from heart
I guess I didn't know
That each time you go away,I cry
I can't take all these goodbyes.

11:23 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

oh for the love of God would You all fucking shutup and listen to what you guys are even saying?
Fuck all of your insensitivities.
Fuck your loserated words.
Most imptly,
Fuck yourselves.

%@^!@#%*!#%*!@%$*!@*^!(@$&!($^(!^##$%!*$&

8:23 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Poseidon ytd.
Omg, the show makes me wanna jump outta my seat. I was like HURRY UP AND GET RESCUE LA. Alamak. I was jumping in my seat every few minutes, that show makes me excited! I swear my heart was like beating really fast, and D was like giving me the looks " hello-its-only-a-show-leh". BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT, in the end she cried, when i did not. -.- Sucker. XD

The girlfriend and guy looked good tgr la. Both good looking and the boy was ULTRA CUTE! XD (No, im not a padophile.) Go watch la! :D

Pungsai today, I was made to do catwalks, and watermelons(I'm going to hate Watermelons for the rest of my life.) And don't knw what else la. But it was fun.

A glance too long.

10:39 PM

Behold, the language of sec1. XD

Me:> lionel is ur bf? oooo at least you not les...> muahahaha... okie reply.
Bird: aye!!dun be lame lah!!ai yoh,he not my bf manz..idun haf bf.u haf ar?=P..orh..icic

Omg, This is January 10, 2004! HAHAHA.

I was checking my friendster messages just today and i was reather rather bored so i went all to the end and guess what i found? This. When i friendster messaged her abt LIONEL. HAHAHAHA. this is funny! XD

look at Bird's language and mine.
damn funny MANZ, right bird? :D

Omg, how ironic can we get? Talking abt bfs! AHHAHHAHA. Omg, i still think im so weird when im sec1. ookay, we all were, at least so was bird. XD

I think, I will have bird droppings all over my head tomorrow. Bless my soul, I guess i will just carry an umbrella. :D

V just told me she's gg to wear Bra and panties for tmrw. Oh man, i think i will just go naked. Not. Aiya, i dont knw what to wear. TSKKKKK

She's beautiful, but she ~~dont~~ cant mean a thing to me.

1:06 AM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

the yellow light from the traffic light.

Morning was kinda rotten, But surprisingly, School cheered me up! Ha, Ironically, I still do NOT like to go to school.

Poa was fine, I didnt felt sleepy and i did listen. (Miracle, Yes I know. =D) Then break was funny cause I went to grab a bite with Sok Yi, but due to the fact that the moment when i was with her on the basketball court, I just kicked my shoe off, for a simple word, fun. And SHE WENT TO TAKE MY SHOES AND RUN AWAY! And, You know, She has really long legs,(If You havent notice la) so I had to go running after her. Only cause I used a short cut, did I catch her and get my poor shoe which she has clutched so hard, You'd think it was her lover please. Oh, how funny Sokyi, Your new lover is my shoe now. :D

Pe was the ULTIMATE LAA. One day, we should all just sit ard and watch V do Pe, we all laughed so hard cause she was like super funny. She was like playing rugby when we were suppose to play a some sort of captains ball. I laughed so hard, my stomach cramped and i wanted to pee. =.= HA.

Oh, after recess, I nearly got raped by C, Maths partner! :DDDD As i was making her jealous by smacking A. :D She took my shoe and ran off! (Whats this thing abt liking to take my shoe?!) And when she hide my shoe in some hole, she came back to find me pretending to rape A and so she dragged me by my leg and i almost choked A. Heh. then i was dragged across the floor and guess what C attempted to do?! TAKE OFF MY SOCKS. -.- When will she ever have a normal brain for God sake. Then I attempted to take off her shoes and she fell, and BungNa came to make me her horse. -.o HA, oh well. I think today was wild la hor.

I shall skip Maths and maths remedial before whoever's reading falls asleep.

Oh ya, For chinese, I took two whole periods to learn how to fold some stuff. I swear I suck in that. HAHA

Netball was alright la, I think i was so crazy i crapped my way through and Jc just kept picking on me. Tsktsk. Evil.

Oh, and my fucked up chinese tuition teacher is one old hag that never stops nagging.

J is back too, goodbye solitude, i love you this three days.
hello noise and abundance of annoyance.

It really pays to know what You are thinking.

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun

9:26 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Go read Bird's blog. Im still fascinated by the snip and cut. XD

And, Bird, You got to admit, Im good at telling the future!

12:22 AM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Hey There.

As expected, im going to fail maths. my bio marks is quite okay. i improve but on the other hand, i think im going to fail chemistry. oh tragedy, oh tragedy. Oh, my bio got the same marks as my chemistry did last term, they probably decided to change places for this term. tskk.

I dont think i studied much today, I think my brain is giving up on me, I stoned through POA, there was no english, lit was a draggggg and so was bio. i think the only thing i listened was maths, i think varietion(whatever its call laaa) is great fun. Although I never thought I'd say this but a huge part of the fun goes to Candice. Because:

1. She keeps me from sleeping.
2. She provides me a calculator.
3. She loves to peep at my paper to check answers, so i'd know if i got it wrong. Ha
4. She loves to stone and talk crap.
5. She is really smart so she can teach me. :D

Omg, If she reads this, I will suffer under her ego. Bless my soul, would any of You? Ha.

Running after school with D. ran a little over 3.5 km. Yes, thats a great acheivement for me. I know Bird runs like what? 8km? Go ask her, and im running like half her distance, But please lah, i dont have her determination for nuts. Besides, im not a long distance runner for nuts.

D and I went crazy later, I took the Impulse and sprayed it on her back. I made a Smiley face and she was walking all over Tropica with it. I wished I took a picture of it. Even her brother agrees its cute whilst he was playing WarCraft. SEEE. :DDDDDDDDDD

And for the record , AGAIN. Bird, the fat theory is MY theory you idiot toot. And yes, I think pple who go into r/s go fatter, Yes, like i have. Too blessed? HAHA.
Maybe.

my final breath is gone

7:22 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

meant to live for so much more
today was okay.
apart from the freaking out cause i had no tie in the morning,
the day went pretty well.
rather, i slept thru most of it.
i slept through pc,
front part of bio,
most part of chem.
(and i still managed to answer ms ____'s qns XD)
and then i had lunch,
and 3 free periods,
causee ms ___ didnt come. Ha.
i like this _____ thing. HAHA.
so, to conclude things,
i did not study today at all,
all thanks to the stupid article i had to rush out last night.
but i sat with Anna, Glyn and Janice viewing hawt girl's profiles. XD

yes, anna, i will give you three months to acheive E's figure.
i highly doubt you can though. XD

much talks with emo kid. <3
Macs w D. home.

oh, and did i mention, i hit baby into the door ytd.
omg, the glass door was like vibrating so hard i thought it'd break.
Sorry Baby. =\ oh my poor pooor elect guit.
i love you so, please be okay. =(haha)

i have to go study for maths now.
omg, i think im going to fail.
and im going to sit outside and meditate.
pretty fine actually but aiya,
im still scared of ms ______.
okay there it goes again. ______.
HAHAHA. im sooo random. :D

hello maths the terror,
and byebye blogger.

I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by Saying that I love You..

6:29 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

i've gritted my teeth so hard
and wish this night will pass faster.
i wish my head will stop having thunderstorms.
i wish you would just end this pain.
i wish,
i never were here at all.

Thank You bestie for the new blogskin. (:
Thanks D for being there. (:

Sayonara, Finito, byebye,
Gone.

11:46 PM

Would You pardon me for being emo.

--
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

`----

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

`----

bio pper was okay.
i think im gonna catch some slp.
im cranky and not in a very good mood.
Had fun with D just awhile ago,
Jumping ard. (:
Now, there is a thunderstorm in my head.

Sweet dreams.

Your never-ending Goodbyes.

5:48 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

before i go.

If a two people love each other, but just cant get it tgr. when do you come to a point where enough is enough?

Never.

Yes, You, let enough never be the word for us.
please.

10:51 PM

there is never a right time to say goodbye.
but we know we gotta go our separate ways.

hello chemistry,
i pray you have alot alot of chemistry with me,
cause i think if we dont.
im going to fail you.
so dont make everybody sad,
make me fall in love with you pls.

okay,
that was redundantly lame.
i dont knw what the fuck is a electron,
so there you go,
you know how bad my chemistry is .

so what am i doing here?! XD

byebye. :D

10:46 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

i told You i will choose,
i will.
i told You i will go after ive done what i promised You,
and now,
i guess i will.

5:13 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

Sa rang hae Yo

i think Bird blogs abt random stuff.
Hahaha.
stupid criminal picture.

I stumbled upon my sister's blog today again,
I realised she goes through the same thing,
i had been when i was sec1.
I realised,
we all bleed the same way.

I guess things end up differently because of the way we handle things.
And i think i handled it all wrong then.
oh well.
random too. XD

SUANN IS DAMN ANNOYING!
SHE IS ANNOYING ME OVER THE PHONE!
SHE IS TALKING TO HERSELF.
AND SHE'S GOING "HI SUANN, HI SUANN!"
AND SUANN?
GIVE GIVE GIVE!!! XD
okay, suann is mad. i swear.
i have a crazy bestie. xD
and now she's driving me mad!

okay, im random random.

i dont knw why im even blogging.

SS is killing me.
Ang is gg to hammer me if i fail.

oh well.

bye blogger.
please rescue me from Suann.

You're looking for something You cant find.

10:38 PM

i wonder why we sometimes kill ourselves
just to show that we dont care.
and ironically,
we sometimes,
pretend to care.

humans are all about ironies.
simplicity is just not in our catergory.

D's still not bad yet. =(
hope she's alright.

12:08 AM

Mine

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